→ 03 Dec 13 at 6 am
please dont give up on me
you know, you develop a habit for so long you forget that what youre doing is wrong. I think thats what kinda scares me about life, after piling up the weights youve been lifting, you sorta feel kinda numb and then you stop caring what happens to you next
I literally feel like this is going to end nowhere… I’m going to end up just like Rose in Titanic, and I’ll be unhappy for the rest of my life if i stay with you…
Apparently honesty isn’t the best policy, and admitting you’re no fit to a perfect mold is just as horrifying than a person born with a very slight and not-obvious disability.
im affraid that when we get back, ill do something terrible to myself. all i needed was a break. all i needed was to enjoy myself with familiar places and faces.
i felt so hopeful a few days ago, now i honestly just want to drop out of school, and kill myself, slowly. maybe that would take away the pain ive been enduring in my gut.
I don’t want to admit that we’ve grown apart
I wonder if you ever even think about me. It’s been days, so much has happened, you won’t recognize me anymore.