im affraid that when we get back, ill do something terrible to myself. all i needed was a break. all i needed was to enjoy myself with familiar places and faces.

i felt so hopeful a few days ago, now i honestly just want to drop out of school, and kill myself, slowly. maybe that would take away the pain ive been enduring in my gut.

I don’t want to admit that we’ve grown apart

I wonder if you ever even think about me. It’s been days, so much has happened, you won’t recognize me anymore.

You’re only there when you have time for me. Who am I kidding, you never have time for me.

i cant open your link for some reason :( But I wanted to ask you something!!

Where is this from and where can i find it??
http://zou-chan.tumblr.com/post/48561929133

that is all. LOL 

slowly starting to hate everything i once felt passionate for

out of losing my only chance at having someone finally listen, i think i made the mistake of telling everything to a teacher.

im scared they’ll send me help, or they wont do anything at all